Undisclosed desires


22.05.2017.

If only I knew what i know today.

Vrijeme ovih dana savrseno oslikava moje raspolozenje i osjecanja ovih dana, a nisam u PMS-u. Ne znam u cemu sam, ali drzi me mjssecima i ne mogu da se iskoprcam.
Mrzim kad ljudi nesto pretpostavljaju, na osnovu neke svoje logike, a to nema veze sa istinom. I to boli. Sto te taj neko ne poznaje, a trebao bi.
Ili bih barem voljela da me poznaje. Onda bi znao koliko me sada povrijedio.
Sa ovom pricom moram uskoro zavrsiti jer kad izvagam dobro i lose, lose prevlada, a ja sam vrlo prosta djevojka. Dakle, nema vise price.
Neka nema, dosta mi je bilo ove nebuloze u zivotu. Moram se vratiti na pravi put ili ako nista na svoj stari, dobro utabani put.

12.05.2017.

I'm still breathing.

Life is good. It's nice when you think about good things rather on bad and it's good to be grateful. I love talking about memories that bring smile to my face, but also I love the fact that what I'm going through now is just a phase and that there is a lot of things to celebrate. Quietly. No one has to know what is going through my mind and what brings me down and i don't want to bring anyone down with me. But most importantly, I don't want to bring myself down anymore. I want to be less scared and do something that will make me complete. Well, maybe not complete, but at least more comfortable. Yes, for long time i have been uncomfortable. It's time now to make myself happy. Sun is shining, I have good people around, I am absolutely capable to do whatever I want. I just needed this pep talk, because I am the only person in this world who can move me from this dot to the place i want to be. And yes, I'm still breathing, that is hell of good reason to be happy.


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